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thursday's kind clock
clouds and crowds don't much care for either sunny soliloquy has been my joy lately thursday's kind clock produces bushels of gratitude for where i've landed not forever no matter an island awaits where and when i want it to …
devils
held hands with devils danced gloriously in their fire flames taller than me maybe i wasn't supposed to survive live to talk about it but someone decided best to just burn layers of skin red sensitive reminders slow me down …
not yet
spring ahead awakened by photo's of dad's and uncles in my head family not mine searching for a feel good story dreams can't seem to find younger and much older pages of a calendar turned tossed some saved for another …
do i deserve this
love felt so deep i search but find it's impossible to describe try fortunate blessed why me question do i deserve this worry it could all be taken far away i have seen evidence tears on this very page but …
wake up to remember
wake up to remember morning darkness a community of tastes smells between seasons no ceremony or ribbons needed around ten of three my fellow souls, time warped shrink wrapped travel unravel happened so years ago wonder if i hunt what …
fearful of those eyes
left behind so long facts figures a favorite place or two , gone our area codes rearranged a choice or not looking out through windowpanes unwashed by lies fearful of those eyes see thru blue soft and beautiful within my …
row row row
row row row my small boat questions , of its worthiness will it sink or float ? row row row paints chipped creaking leaking tight lipped about my destination row row row a map says the world is flat only …
the blue night
the blue night leapt onto my back braced i'd heard it running still, over burdened yielding unable to as much look up my steps slowed... flying above the scene black crows one then another came to inspect peck til dawn …
seriousness of wednesday
seriousness is so not fun all about busyness so overdone all around frowns wrong kind of clowns trying to get a song stuck in my head instead sipping tea not enough of a charge for me tempting got a buck …
sweeet
skip the crack have a snack don't bake a cake sweeet treats await twinkies ho ho's suzy q's sno balls ding dongs zingers delivers shivers high five dive into the deep end friend can't swim survival slim vote for a …
big box paradise
drive around the parking lot find the closest spot big box paradise awaits pants, snacks, tv's, booze merchandise stacked to the ceiling oh, what a sight everything priced just right bargains galore buy more eat more never ever becomes a …
a bridge
a bridge i had never met before up ahead easy on my eyes common sense said not to cross at any cost bad judgement on the other hand encouraged me to pay the toll this one time as i grew …
tear of blood
bruise easily but never bleed not one tear of blood you will ever see decided long ago that's just the way i'm going to be
saturday , around noon
saturday , around noon walking along the avenue's sidewalk soon up ahead , i see three maybe four workers in a hole surrounded in orange all standing pausing as one talks on his cell my guess they hit a snag …
beginning end
beginning end sun rises the morning person brightens eyes despises a night child my today so far too far away many colors trips me blind lost in love of a love lost waiting knowingly happiness a letter to be found …
Daily bread
sunshine shelter payday - next week sun browned shoulders walking by have my thumb up today's pace why not ? nothing to lose much to gain down to my last buck but not - on my luck have a beautiful …
tuesday's day
tuesday's day one cup hardly begun far from over the woman in sneakers interviewing the grey suit as blues outside battle winds blow by blow rains too big and slow is it real ? pains and aches reminders steal another …
human
human flesh skin and bones burns breaks recuperates healing on its own twists turns time fate innate feeling feeding that hole deeper denser obligations beliefs fearing a blind side daylight and dark nights more than arms bound surround cushion two …
my el cajon boulevard
my el cajon boulevard felt through eyes blood shot and thoughts forgotten distorted by proof never too great skip the warning labels natures light long gone nothing shiny or neat about this hour my favorite more than a street forgiveness …
bite
dysfunction malfunction business unusual convention suspension right wrong rather not belong just sing my song head aches be damn uncle sam making sure you and i check the right boxes rock roll out a sight turn off the light avoid …