As I pulled out my single dollar bill, I shrugged my shoulders and made a sad face at the Vietnamese man behind the glass at Oceanside’s Hill Street Donut House. The jelly donut I wanted cost $1.39, and I was unexpectedly short. The man paused, then nodded to indicate that it was OK, and slid the donut into a white paper bag for me. He was short, bald, and a little plump, and he shuffled a bit. Some deformity of his arm left it hanging limp by his side, but he moved efficiently, head down, rarely speaking or holding eye contact. Usually, there was a lady — presumably his wife — working the cash register, but she was busy baking in the back. I grasped the white bag, smiling guiltily, and thinking that tomorrow, I’d stop by and sneak $5 into the tip jar.
As I enjoyed my confection, I imagined the couple toiling in the wee hours of the morning, preparing all sorts of sweet and baked goodies for working-class South Oceanside locals, myself included. I visited nearly once a week — clad in old sweats, wearing no makeup, my bedhead still in full effect — usually for a warm cheese-filled croissant, my dog sitting just outside the door. The shop had been here ever since I first moved here in the early ‘80s; these owners have been here for at least the last decade. Open every day. Cash only until just last year. (Now, a handwritten sign by the cash register apologizes and notes that credit card purchases include a 50 cent charge.) Advertising consisted of a rough-and-ready handwritten sign in the window announcing “Jalepeno Ham & Cheese Croisant.” No pomp. No pretense. A block away, a newer, more expensive coffee shop catered to folks who had time to sit at the outside patio and concentrate on their laptops along with their lattes and French pastries.
As I finished the last bite, shamelessly licking my fingers, I found myself wishing I knew more of their story. Once, last summer when the lady commented, “Long time, no see,” I explained that I’d been on vacation, and asked if she would be taking one. She only smiled and shook her head no. I realized I had never even asked their names, how they came to this area, how they came to run their shop, what the business meant to them.
That was almost five years ago; pandemic days. Today, I find comfort in continuing to frequent Hill Street Donut House, knowing it has weathered the storm. Walking west on Vista Way, I take in the bustling scene, the string of new small businesses — including the yoga shops and restaurants that have replaced the old family-owned Red and White grocery store, for years a neighborhood icon. But I feel I can count on my donut shop to stay the course. The plexiglass is gone now. Seating is once again available inside; Covid couldn’t kill the old-fashioned ambiance and atmosphere. I say, “Good Morning” to the lady behind the counter, and she starts to heat up my croissant before I even have time to say, “I’ll have my usual.”
As I pulled out my single dollar bill, I shrugged my shoulders and made a sad face at the Vietnamese man behind the glass at Oceanside’s Hill Street Donut House. The jelly donut I wanted cost $1.39, and I was unexpectedly short. The man paused, then nodded to indicate that it was OK, and slid the donut into a white paper bag for me. He was short, bald, and a little plump, and he shuffled a bit. Some deformity of his arm left it hanging limp by his side, but he moved efficiently, head down, rarely speaking or holding eye contact. Usually, there was a lady — presumably his wife — working the cash register, but she was busy baking in the back. I grasped the white bag, smiling guiltily, and thinking that tomorrow, I’d stop by and sneak $5 into the tip jar.
As I enjoyed my confection, I imagined the couple toiling in the wee hours of the morning, preparing all sorts of sweet and baked goodies for working-class South Oceanside locals, myself included. I visited nearly once a week — clad in old sweats, wearing no makeup, my bedhead still in full effect — usually for a warm cheese-filled croissant, my dog sitting just outside the door. The shop had been here ever since I first moved here in the early ‘80s; these owners have been here for at least the last decade. Open every day. Cash only until just last year. (Now, a handwritten sign by the cash register apologizes and notes that credit card purchases include a 50 cent charge.) Advertising consisted of a rough-and-ready handwritten sign in the window announcing “Jalepeno Ham & Cheese Croisant.” No pomp. No pretense. A block away, a newer, more expensive coffee shop catered to folks who had time to sit at the outside patio and concentrate on their laptops along with their lattes and French pastries.
As I finished the last bite, shamelessly licking my fingers, I found myself wishing I knew more of their story. Once, last summer when the lady commented, “Long time, no see,” I explained that I’d been on vacation, and asked if she would be taking one. She only smiled and shook her head no. I realized I had never even asked their names, how they came to this area, how they came to run their shop, what the business meant to them.
That was almost five years ago; pandemic days. Today, I find comfort in continuing to frequent Hill Street Donut House, knowing it has weathered the storm. Walking west on Vista Way, I take in the bustling scene, the string of new small businesses — including the yoga shops and restaurants that have replaced the old family-owned Red and White grocery store, for years a neighborhood icon. But I feel I can count on my donut shop to stay the course. The plexiglass is gone now. Seating is once again available inside; Covid couldn’t kill the old-fashioned ambiance and atmosphere. I say, “Good Morning” to the lady behind the counter, and she starts to heat up my croissant before I even have time to say, “I’ll have my usual.”
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