Matthew Lickona has been a staff writer for the Reader since 1995.
On Receiving a Death’s Head Rosary
- Some twenty years ago, I was eighteen
- And being young, I knew I’d never die
- And came to Rome, the oldest place I’d seen
- And in St. Mary’s church, an altar caught my eye
- “The slab is purest lapis,” the tour guide declared,
- “More precious than the gold it rests upon.”
- And being young, it seemed enough that I had stared
- And marveled at the stone, and then moved on.
- Some twenty years have passed now since I beheld that blue
- I’m older now, and know that I will die
- And now I know that altars are for giving God his due:
- And bloody business saved the world, adorn them how we try.
- But if duty built the altar, still love procured the lamb
- And a woman gave her blood to Him who bled
- If death must play the butler to meet the great I Am
- Then wire-bind the lapis beside a fleshless head.
- Then I’ll take up the mysteries, and beg the woman see
- Her child cling to life — and so to prayer
- Each blue bead is an Ave; each Ave is a plea
- That when my life runs out, she will be there
- The lapis beads an altar, my spotted will the sheep
- And the bone-man with the scythe becomes a priest
- Crying, “All flesh is corruption, it’s only love will keep,
- And time is just the fast before the feast.
- And time is just the fast before the feast.”
Leaving
- Wendy knew she couldn’t stay
- No matter what the Pan decreed
- She saw the work behind the play,
- Was wiser to the world’s need
- If boys are lost, they must be found
- And someone has to gather wood
- And love still makes the world go ’round
- And fun’s not quite the same as good
- She heard the ticking of the clock
- That warned old Hook of stealthy time
- She read the smile of the croc
- She watched Hook weep and flail and climb
- But oh, those days in Neverland
- Where even gravity gave way
- She had the grace to understand
- How precious is the passing day
Matthew Lickona has been a staff writer, critic, and sometime editor, cartoonist, and poet for the San Diego Reader since 1995. He lives with his wife and children in La Mesa.